Limerence

Sometimes I ask myself, was it all due to a long, long episode of limerence, that has found reciprocation by coincidence?

Is that why I feel these random moments of emotional suffication? 

...or once again, is that my brain betraying me as usual?

...or is that a warning until the next high hits?

Which one rules me more, the ruminations or the considerations?

...or is it, just what it is?