Am I...



Am I…

…Like a “usuality” that exists within the space, that it stops getting noticed?

Just something that became a habitual circumstance?

I feel my affection tainted.

Only to get it back when things are in danger.

Like a toy one would care about only if it threatened to disappear.

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